(Trying to flirt) if we were in a time loop together I would try to save you every time even if I knew it was futile. I would go insane for you
I feel very conflicted about doctor who right now. on one hand I’m very excited for Ncuti- he looks like he’s going to be absolutely fantastic. But Russell T Davies has made some choices which have made me feel… dismissed (I think that’s the best word) as a queer person and as a woman.
I don’t think he properly understood the significance of the thirteenth doctor’s costume. How it was created to be neither a man nor a woman’s costume, but to be the Doctor’s costume- the Doctor, an alien character who does not play by the binary bullshit, inherently genderfluid and queer.
I’m puzzled, too, that there was no mention of Yaz and her close relationship with the Doctor. Along with the episodes, there’s plenty interviews and extended media out there which confirm and solidify the canon nature of their feelings for each other. There’s plenty more evidence of the positive impact on queer people watching to see themselves represented like that.
You know, I read Samantha Shannon books and still feel surprised that there’s sapphic relationships when of course there is- they’re Samantha Shannon books! I still don’t expect them. That’s how much it meant for me to see that played out in a 60-year-old show (and I know it wasn't perfect but I do believe it was done in good faith with care and authenticity).
I understand there are different interpretations, reasons you could come up with for the inclusion of some things and the exclusion of others. I also understand that perhaps being dismissive wasn’t RTD’s intention- I’m not trying to vilify, and look, you might read this and think I’m an overly emotional thirteenth doctor ‘stan’ who just hates change (a judgemental viewpoint which I really think should be questioned at every turn, and honestly, I believe has trickled down from misogynistic roots)- I’m not. I’m just a lesbian who felt seen and represented in the previous era. What I can take comfort in is that it did happen.
RTD can do as he likes, it’s ‘his’ show now, but honestly, the sooner Doctor Who gets a showrunner who’s not a cis, white male the better in my eyes.








